Just a Lil' Something

Hey there....

Well, I'm thinking about something really personal, and ahhhh, this is the internet. But, what I can say at this point is, the internal war of the heart is in progress. 

Get what I'm saying??? uh huh?

Okay. This feeling is foreign, its odd too. If I could show it to you, my stomach and intestines are rotating in a circle, every time this one thought or thousand thoughts pop up.  

Am I nervous about school? Yeeeeaah. But, not to the point where vital organs are not where they are supposed to be. Freaked out about public speaking for class? Sure, but isn't a lot of people? 

What makes this tummy-churning, hot cocoa comfort, sunny brightness that envelopes me at this very moment? 

Tell me because I don't know. 
How many quarters can I bet with you it might be....that four letter word that starts to make people flutter their eyelashes and have a smile that could stretch 3 miles.

It could be. My mind, stuck on the meaning of words, threw what my body feels plus music and a dash of courage and blended it til frothy.

Now I have a little cup of happiness? 

I DONT KNOW.

and that is scary. 
However........

                  This moment has inspired this:
                   
                 Is this the Rhythm of Love? 
        I play the music, and my Heart Skips a Beat,
              But my learned logic gives a shove,
                        In the Guam heat, 
                      and says "Dear girl....
                      watch were you land,
                        The tide will swirl,
                 that precious heart in the sand."


Dear readers, take a poetry class, you never know what little surprises you will discover!




:) Til we meet again, 

CC