Focus

Good day :)

Okay, so today I was completely captivated by just doing something everyone does, shopping.

I'm currently listening to Macklemore (genius!) and his music has definitely got my blood pumping.
So, while that musical phenomena has been occurring lately, I just have to say, there's no better time  to get your life together, than today.

I've just been reminding myself that everyday. Its crazy to not seem as busy as I once was, to basically working but chilled out, it leaves room for laziness. In being out of school, honestly, its tough to anchor down and accomplish the goals I've set, when I do not feel motivated to do so.

Like, when you are not doing what you truly love, meaning to be when you are working at a job and get that happy, excited, fulfilled feeling? Not doing so can feel, in my opinion, like sitting in a hot room, you wanna get up and get out, but you can't seem to get up. 

I hate giving up, and not getting up is definitely not an option. My dreams are in my hands now, its time to step up to the plate. So, I finally got a shot of inspiration, like an inner light bulb lit up as I was shopping for jewelry today.

Yow! haha, it really caught me off guard how much an idea can make you feel happy. Its like, where was this happiness in the pass few days? As I was doing what I was supposed to do, I didn't feel that amazing feeling.

Therefore, its made me wanna do something about my new found idea. Whats amazing is this idea goes right along with my overall goal, to start a new magazine here on Guam.

I love helping people, and if you were able to take a look, I somehow have been writing a lot of self-help blogs for a while. Haha, seriously I'm no expert, I just have a passion to want to help improve peoples lives and perspectives, and to get to do that through a print/online source is very
fulfilling. In high school and in various instances in college, friends have told me I should go into psychology because people can talk to me, and I am honored to have been help in any way.

But, I confide in others as well. I cant help myself all the time.
So, I find solutions. I read really enlightening blogs, keep an open mind, and keep doing what I love, and most importantly counting my blessings.

I wonder all the time if my dream is truly valid, or even possible. I may lose focus for a day or a month, but its being here, knowing someone out there will stumble upon this home for my writers' mind and spare a moment of their time.

That's golden. I can focus better knowing that, I can create purpose and presence just like you can.

Keep your Dreams alive dear reader
its worth more than you know....


<3 CC